i just so desperately want to be loved, and for it to consume me, and for someone to be afraid of losing me. i just want to be loved.
i’m so sorry to all the people who get to know me well
you are deceived into thinking you’re making friends with someone who is nice and quiet and normal and shy
and then i explode into this horrific mess of weirdness after i get comfortable talking to you and you’re like THIS ISN’T WHAT I ASKED FOR
i’m sorry
(Source: pyrates)
